And they gone keep callin and tryin but you stay right girl [entries|friends|calendar] Jamie Czbas [ website | MY MYSPACE PAGE ] [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

Holla [Jan♥02♥2007||05:36pm ] My friends adn I a little out of it after midnight on New Years Waaaaah! Check me out!

[Sep♥07♥2006||10:01pm ] I cant wait till october. I really need some live journal frineds. Ug i need to loose weight. 3 Are Baller Blockin'|| Waaaaah! Check me out!

[Jul♥21♥2006||11:04pm ] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Ever feel like you just need to SCREAM! well I had to get that out. I swear whyu in the HELL would the guy i am in love with tell the girl that he likes that likes him back that i hate her and Im jealous! I mean he's my best friend but some people are so stupid! Puts me on the desperate stalker level! UGH! just had to vent................ Waaaaah! Check me out!

OOOO BABY! [Jul♥02♥2006||02:57am ] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | none :( ] I ♥ Cheese Sandwhiches and Flamin Hot Lays! Therefore, I ♥ her! 2 Are Baller Blockin'|| Waaaaah! Check me out!

[Jun♥29♥2006||02:04am ] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | Secret of mana ] Have you ever been so in love with someone that you can't stop smiling on the inside? Well, I am. Serisouly he is nothing but perfect. Every flaw about him just makes him even more perfect. Inside outside and all the way around just mere perfection. For me anyway....... I can't get him out my head and I can't get over him. The fact that he is one of my best friends makes it hard but better at the same time, if that makes any scense. Hard because becoming anything more than friends would take it to a whole new place, where if failed, might destroy the friendship we built after all this time. Also, because a good friend is honest and listens to anothers love/relationship type of problems. I'm not going to lie, some are hard for me to sit through. Better because I can be open with him about all my feelings for him and explain situations because he's also my best friend. And though he's extreamly impatient and stubborn and it's agravating at times, I wouldn't change anything about him for anything in this world. I don't mind not being with him but there is a "problem." This problem's name is Shanell. He had feelings for her, she stood him up, disapeared and now wants to get back in his life. I DETEST HER. I can't help but too. Whereas the best friend half of me just wants him to be happy and suggests going to talk to her again, the other half that is MADLY in love is more selfish and will not sit back and let this girl cause me so much pain, jealousy, and suffering. Serisously I can't have my world end in front of my face. I don't know what side of me to listen to.... But I'd be lying to myself if I were to say I wanted them to work out.... I guess I'll just let him make up his mind. Support what he does... And prey that it backfires......... That doesn't make me a bad friend, does it????? 5 Are Baller Blockin'|| Waaaaah! Check me out!

*sigh* [Jun♥25♥2006||05:06am ] [ mood | SeXuAllY FruStEraTeD! ] [ music | Craig David- Personal ] My heart is going to lead me into the psycheatric ward. Anyway I have been hanging out with my close freinds almost 24/7 Before me and Dairrick lost our friendship, I never really got to spend much time with them. So where as I lost one...I've gained 4-5 more close ones. Just goes to show you that where one door closes another one opens. Optimism is the key to life. You have the power to control how you feel and make the best out of your situtions. Remember that and face each day with a positive persepective..... and if you're ever in doubt on how to go about doing so, just ask me! 5 Are Baller Blockin'|| Waaaaah! Check me out!

[Jun♥13♥2006||01:33pm ] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Fefe Dobson- Get you off ] Well, looks like I'm deciding to put my heart on the backburner and just focus on loosing weight and my friends. It sucks you know but I can't keep driving myself crazy. I went to the doctor today and he perscribed me with a DOSE OF REALITY..... It's just not going to happen. Yeah It hurts but Im going to have to look at it THAT way instead of , hey it might happen. So I am going to focus on me and my friendships and if by some miracle it actully does happen.... you will be seeing many more journal entries.! <3 Waaaaah! Check me out!

[Jun♥06♥2006||07:55pm ] [ mood | disappointed ] my mom is really sick. she is dying. i cant take this shyt no more. i want to go to a sacluded area and just yell till i have no voice left. if u really love me do me one thing. give me a HUG! hold me tight. and tell me Im not crazy. ~FIN~ 2 Are Baller Blockin'|| Waaaaah! Check me out!

[May♥28♥2006||11:38pm ] 306 4189 Waaaaah! Check me out!

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